dEEp

kinda busy lately..

making preparation for new coming members in our family.. yes, my wife is 7 months pregnant with our 1st baby.. after long awaited years, we get this one.. and its a girl.. :)
its a weird and funny experience to be frank.. being a father to-be.. maybe its becoz ours comes with a great barrier and windings road.. before this, sometimes there comes an idea that it has been written to our life that we would only live like that, and we have to comply on it.. yet, we still hope that at one day, we get what we dream on..
heh, its a deep thought eh? maybe its 4.41am on the morning.. but i've written what i felt.. and i know someone out there felt the same with me.. maybe not the exact same as my situation.. but slightly the same..
sometimes, we get what we hope for.. and sometime we dont.. but what kept us living and feeling right is that, somewhere deep in our mind and heart, theres a tiny winy hope and dream that we will get it in the future.. maybe its not the right time.. maybe its need our sacrifices.. maybe its becoz what we've done in the past.. maybe its need something else to be done 1st.. all this is inter-related..
for me, the wait is over.. alhamdulillah, with god will, we will live happily in the future.. but we surely cant expect all the best things only in our life.. there will come 1 day, something bad happen, we lost someone, we felt cheated, we hate things that happen to us, we realized that its not ours.. on that day, what we can do is just pray.. pray that it would end.. and life is just like that.. we just need to move on..

nite..