damn ME!

blog last updated April 2011?!
i'll be damn!

i even didnt put up a New Year post for 2011.. and its August already.. this really show that im really suck at blogging.. with other social network services offer by the net, i dont think i can really cope up with blogging anymore.. but its such a pity/waste for all my junks left here.. those are the memories of my life throughout years..

so, should i terminate this blog, or i need to figure out how the hell im supposed to give more time for blogging..

decision decision..

The same old things

LOL!!!
That would be my first word for my first post in 2011.
Funny enough that I always do this every time to time. Even after I commit myself over & over again on this blog, the result is always the same. I still missed my post in this blog. I guess ppl that regularly update their blogs really are very committed & wisely plan their life. With the introduction of Facebook, I find that I am spending more my cyber time @Facebook rather that my blog page.
Anyway, as usual here we are. Another year pass by like it was never happen. What goes with my life? Ameena is happily learning & taking every day of experience on living in this world. My wife changed(AGAIN) to a new job. We bought a new family car. It's a toyota vios. I get a new bos in my office. Life become more smooth & organised. What else happen?

Train - Hey Soul Sister

Your lipstick stains
On the front lobe of my left side brains
I knew I wouldn't forget you
And so, I went and let you blow my mind

Your sweet moonbeam
The smell of you in every single dream I dream
I knew when we collided
You're the one, I have decided who's one of my kind

Hey, soul sister
Ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss a single thing you do... tonight

Just in time
I'm so glad you have a one-track mind, like me
You gave my life direction
A game show love connection, we can't deny I, I, I
I'm so obsessed
My heart is bound to beat right out my untrimmed chest
I believe in you
Like a virgin, you're Madonna and I'm always gonna wanna blow your mind

Hey, soul sister
Ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you move ain't fair you know
Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss a single thing you do... tonight

The way you can cut a rug
Watching you's the only drug I need
You're so gangsta, I'm so thug
You're the only one I'm dreaming of, you see
I can be myself now finally
In fact there's nothing I can't be
I want the world to see you be with me

Hey, soul sister
Ain't that Mr. Mister on the radio, stereo
The way you movie ain't fair you know
Hey, soul sister
I don't wanna miss a single thing you do... tonight

A Father NOTE

heya!

making my 1st post as a father here (not counting the introduction of my precious baby post).. so, i guess we all know what had happen recently to my life.. im a joyfull father now! ameena is the name, and gosh she is the diamond in our family.. shes now 3 months old.. and to be frank, she didnt change our lifestyle very much.. yea really..

she eat(drink), she poops, she play and she sleep.. thats all.. i guess, that is what little baby do when theyre at this age.. but anyway, shes make our life more lively.. yep, lively - that is the correct word to really meant it.. and not more hectic or difficult.. at all.. so, all the rumours or things that ppl told u about little baby make ur life upside down is not true.. at all..

before this, i couldnt imagine what would happen to me and my life when i become a father.. i was thinkin that it will slim me down (hey, i do lost "some" weight after my wife give birth to ameena), but nope, my belly still got their "balloon" shape.. :) i also think that we will only stay home on the weekend busy with our only child, nope again.. till now, we only manage to stay for 1 or 2 sunday at home.. saturday is a must go out day.. and weekend seems to be goin by very fast even with our new family member.. hehe :).. and that only because ameena still cant spend time outside too long.. i wouldnt imagine what will happen when shes 6 months old, and started to want to go out more..

what im saying is.. even tho its something new and strange to us, it will not suppose to be hard and difficult.. sometime u just need to try to like and love it.. and it will be easy and lovely things to do/adapt..

ameena is sleepin now, with her mother by her side.. im here in front of my pc downloading movie torrents and rantings in my blog.. seems live is just like the same way before.. just now it is better and better..

chiao!

New Family Member

Introducing newly registered family member - Ameena Dayana Binti Mohd Faidzal, born 19 April 2010, 4.1 kg thru caesarean sect @ Kedah Medical Center, Alor Setar, Kedah.



I'm postponing all my blog update to give more attention to my family for the time being.. News will be updated regularly @ my facebook page > http://www.facebook.com/mohdfaidzal

dEEp

kinda busy lately..

making preparation for new coming members in our family.. yes, my wife is 7 months pregnant with our 1st baby.. after long awaited years, we get this one.. and its a girl.. :)
its a weird and funny experience to be frank.. being a father to-be.. maybe its becoz ours comes with a great barrier and windings road.. before this, sometimes there comes an idea that it has been written to our life that we would only live like that, and we have to comply on it.. yet, we still hope that at one day, we get what we dream on..
heh, its a deep thought eh? maybe its 4.41am on the morning.. but i've written what i felt.. and i know someone out there felt the same with me.. maybe not the exact same as my situation.. but slightly the same..
sometimes, we get what we hope for.. and sometime we dont.. but what kept us living and feeling right is that, somewhere deep in our mind and heart, theres a tiny winy hope and dream that we will get it in the future.. maybe its not the right time.. maybe its need our sacrifices.. maybe its becoz what we've done in the past.. maybe its need something else to be done 1st.. all this is inter-related..
for me, the wait is over.. alhamdulillah, with god will, we will live happily in the future.. but we surely cant expect all the best things only in our life.. there will come 1 day, something bad happen, we lost someone, we felt cheated, we hate things that happen to us, we realized that its not ours.. on that day, what we can do is just pray.. pray that it would end.. and life is just like that.. we just need to move on..

nite..

Azad Jazmin - Suara Rindu [OST Cinta Balqis]

as requested by my lovely wife, i post here Cinta Balkis OST song by Azad Jazmin - Suara Rindu..

the mp3 file are personally encoded and ripped by me myself.. using Xilisoft 3gp Video Converter..

feel free to leave comments and hi's on my chatbox..

http://www.uploadmb.com/dw.php?id=1263827420

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